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The Last Blog Entry
Friday, May 18, 2012
This will be my last blog entry and then I'll move on to create a new blog, probably tumblr. Need to start fresh. I will miss this blog because I have penned down my life journey since 2008 till present. All the previous posts since 2008 will be available only to me and only this post will be seen to all. This blog, especially most of the posts for the last 5 months have been so much of FA, so much memories of him, not that I am saying it's a bad thing but I'd like a fresh start to really embark in a new beginning.
I think I'm ready to sincerely let you go. The past 5 months after we went separate ways, we wanted to move on but truth is, as much as I wanted to move on there was still a tiny part of me that still didnt want to let go yet, maybe because having to be with you for 5 years had made me grown so comfortable with you and that I know I would need time to adapt.
After my previous update, many things have happened. Had a study group and one of my study mates somehow was an eye opener to me. In fact, the recent people I mix with are an eye opener to me. Alhamdulillah. Aside from that, on a positive note, Alhamdulillah, I got the direct contract position at work.
Although I'm sincerely letting you go and moving on, that does not mean that you no longer mean anything to me because you still do and you always will, just that it will never be like before. There will always be all the memories of our journey for 5 years that will stay.
I will still keep this blog available as memories and to look back from time to time. And to you, FA, thank you for the times we have grown with each other and I cant tell you how much I pray for your happiness and that wherever you are please do not forget Allah and your Family. You were the best I ever had, but Allah knows what is best for me and so I am letting you go.
Goodbye blogger.com, you have been an amazing platform that I can pen down anything and everything for so many years. And Goodbye, You.
Hello Tumblr, it's time to embark in a new beginning with you (:
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